I really do hate the gay community sometimes…. now let me finish before I start a riot or something.
Personally I find it utterly frustrating that guys like me are out there in this world and we get taken advantage of by the other 99% of the gay population in this world. It just doesn’t make sense.
All I’ve ever wanted was to find someone to be close to, someone to want me as much as I’d want them, someone to be able to bring home to Mom and Dad some day…. but I feel like that’s like Mission Impossible 4 because it doesn’t seem like it’s gonna happen.
I just keep finding myself in the same rut that I always seem to be in… I sit here thinking about how much I want all these things. And even though now that I’ve gone back out and started dating again and I’ve approached it differently.. I still seem to find the same result.
The same type of guy that in the beginning make it seem like they’re interested in you, they compliment you and all that, then suddenly they find someone better and use the “I’ve been busy” card to make an excuse as to why they haven’t been talking to you.
I’m sick and fucking tired of it ladies and gentleman and I’ve just about had enough. One day things will turn up for me, I just know it. And maybe that’s just the optimist in me, but still it applies here.